Nuove Possibilità

Finally, i decided to put an end to my stupid idea. Which is pursuing something that is plain impossible. Knowing the answer beforehand yet i still insist in giving it a try. Sometime human is just plain stubborn and stupid thou they knoe something is wrong or bad, they will still go for it. And i’m of them as well.

I guess i would feel so much better if i get a straight rejection rather than been given a false hope that something might at the smallest possibility happen. Hints have been there all the time that it won;t work out but i just din pick it up i guess. Or it’s becoz i choose to ignore it and made things miserable for myself. I’m not trying to get sympathy or wat. It’s true that all the problems arise from myself and it’s not anyone’s fault. It’s me, myself who go and think all the stupid stuffz which clogged up my mind and made myself gone crazy the other day.

I think u guyz might call me a loser or watsoever for giving up so easily, but i dun care. I knoe i din make any effort or watsoever, but if something is not feasible, no matter how much energy u put in will become a waste or burden in the end.

I feel so relieved now yet a lil sad. Hah, guess life is back to normal again I believe when u lose something u will gain something back~ Conclusion of the day, never let ur emotion overtake ur logical thinking Cheers~

St Andrew’s Cathedral, Church of the Roman Catholic Archdiocese of Glasgow. It;s located behind the St enoch and just next to River Clyde.

Went there for the Vigil Mass today and it’s quite nice.

Lit a candle for blessing and hope my wishes do come true~ Peace!

Photo taken at Kelvingrove Art Gallery and Museum depicting various facial expressions.

Can;t find time to blog bout the Kelvingrove Art Gallery and Museum trip yet. Am really sorry for it >< But i might update few photos taken there from time to time till i finish my exam in 2 weeks time~ So cheers

Today cooked stir fried minced meat, shredded carrot, and mushrooms with gochujang. Added the portion of Gochujang more than usual and too bad i ran out of sesame oil to lift the flavour a lil :p It tasted pretty ok thou the shredded carrot made the whole thing looks sucky~

Am adapting to eating spicy foods but still i can;t stand the smell of sambal and those sweet chili sauce :p Hopefully my tolerance for spicy foods will improve by quite abit before returning to Msia and give my mum a shock~

Something have seriously gone wrong with me coz i dun remember liking any spicy foods before this and yeah, human do change with environment and time ;P

One of the many photos taken last Sunday for the Orange walk. This is the third walk i’ve seen. The last 2 took place last month also on a Sunday but more massive in scale.

*Writings below not related to the Orange Walk*

In another week time, i’ll be facing the exemption exam for pharmacy practise 3 and days later the video exam and fmt (formulation, manufacturing, testing) exam 1 and 2. Everything seems to be fast forwarded these days. Last weekend have been filled with funs and party but now it;s time to go back to book and be more serious. Gona camp at home for 2 weeks then it;s time to have fun again.

On the other hand, i noticed people around me have changed, including myself. Everything has changed for the better or worse, i duno~ My greatest enemy is myself for now. If i can overcome myself, i think i’ll be a much happier person~

Time to fight on~